4.30

家书到了！

看到第一句眼睛就湿了

给我最亲爱的女儿温仪

最亲爱的女儿也

很。感。动。

爸爸这么写：

“。。罗马不是一天就造成的，慢慢来。老爸是一条黑马，别人不相信我有一个女儿到英国去念书。所以你也要相信自己是一条黑马，总之不管是白马或是黑马都是老爸的好马（我们以你为傲）。。”

妈妈一向不喜欢写信，叫我skype的时候再跟她一起38。

弟弟写：“。。已经几个月没人和我抢电脑咯！感觉很空虚，还是比较喜欢你烦着我，早点回来哦！。。”

很甜

读着一行行的字迹

再压力再郁闷的心情全没了

感恩

有这么爱我支持我的家人

这就叫亲情

我说

多两个礼拜就考试了

我一定一定会尽全力

从来没有后悔选这条路

虽然常常嚷嚷很压力

压力

因为觉得不管多么努力结果还是一样

挫败

因为达不到自己的要求

但是这些都不重要了

我心里知道自己到底成长了多少

我知道自己该做设么。

:)







4.29

有没有人可以告诉我 我究竟是谁。

4.27

4.28

今天不谈政治

谈人生

刚刚汶莱的朋友跟我分享她的故事

她今年25岁

可是跟我一样是大一法律系

七年前

她本来一毕业就想出国留学

可是经济不允许

在本地申请大专

拿到很想要的课系

可是爸妈跟她说他们没办法负担

所以最后她哭着写了email拒绝他们的offer

很伤心很绝望

可是七年后

她笑着说

她通过了政府考试
完全没预料到的

老板让她出国留学

学费生活费全包了

所以今天她在这里
她说自己是一个幸运的人

这就是人生

等待的过程很辛苦

可是

也许最好的是在最后？

老天就算把你的门关了

也会为你开一扇窗

P/S: 刚翻了我的高初中report card, 原来高三的华文作文比赛我拿第一名也，这么重要的事情我竟然忘了！高二拿第二是因为败给邱典典！哈哈！最近生活还是老样子，可是今晚超颓废。16 天! 多16天 T.T

4.24

其实一直以来有一个想法，就是你想知道跟你最要好的朋友或最关心你的人是谁，用部落格。怎么说呢，就是那种会每天不管多忙，都一定要到你的部落格到访一下，看你今天过得怎样的人，我觉得那些才是真正关心你的人。或许默默地看，没有comment, 但你在人家心里都占有一定的位置吧。也许只是单纯的好奇，但是我会把它定义成关心。我的部落格旁边有一个叫‘定位器’的东东，每次上来写东西，我都会瞄一下，看谁在三八我的故事。可以知道你们是谁，但是有时难免会失望，因为看不到我很在乎很重要的朋友的脚印。我会想说，原来我这么不重要，原来我在这里过得好不好对你来说都不重要。

我好像真的是吃饱没事做，又在blogging了！我觉得自己很费。很懒惰。很笨。很徒劳。很无功。我不敢想象fail的话我会哭得多惨。

4.23

LEMON CAKE!!!

The awkward moment when a guy can bake much much super duper better than you do, especially when your parents own a bakery.

4.22

The greater the obstacle, the more glory in overcoming it.

开学了！

明天有早餐晚餐吃了！

只有这点是值得开心的==

多21天就考试

想到我就神经紧张

就算一整天呆在图书馆

能集中的只有那几个小时

废

很累很不爽的时候

就会想到多几个月就可以见到家人朋友

心里很激动

提醒自己

加油

唉

怎么这么难熬

今天跟家人skype

爸爸说他给我寄信了

说 每个星期skype一次

很多东西都忘了说

而且skype你听了就忘

写信的话

以后可以做纪念

可以记得爸爸曾经跟你讲过的话

爸 你怎么就是这么贴心啊？

突然想起

一直以来很喜欢文字

也是受爸爸的影响

妈妈呢

今天因为我告诉她我瘦了一公斤

很很很高兴

><

她啊

很想我

我妈整天在挂电话之前跟我说i love you

可是我这个做女儿的就会应她

 yi。。。 en la en la bye bye

这三个字

真的很难开口

我怎么会这么古板

都是我爸害的

><

她一直叫我不要给自己太大压力

我才觉得我就是压力不够大才会这样没有成果

我弟勒

被我念经念了大概一个小时

脸从白变黑

等我回去

一定要好好sayang他

明天最后一次tutorial

JIAYOU~！

4.21

1am. I'm still awake as I remember my promise to you, to update. Touch yea? Okie I gonna share my 2 hours 'training' experience. Actually nothing much special, they let us watched a video clip, which described the restaurant, Levy Restaurant, as they mentioned, is 'worldwide', I never heard this name before though. Somehow i enjoyed it, feel like gonna work in a hotel (previously my dream course is hotel management @@ ). Then they brought us to visit the bar side, the kitchen. Seriously I cannot imagine standing there selling alcohol for those drunks. The awkward moment when you imagine yourself as a 啤酒女郎><. I am the only chinese i guess, half of them are black. Miraculously, despite the feeling of insecure and lonely, my first thought is grateful. I appreciate that I have the chance to experience this. (Thanks to my parents who sent me here, i gonna work hard!). Although it might be tough, i still believe that this kind of experience will fulfill my life when i look back. Ya, it's good, BUT the kind lady told me that their event mainly starts at August and September, and the time is not fixed, they will just call me whenever they have event. So that's mean I NEED TO FIND ANOTHER JOB, CANNOT JUST RELY ON THE OLYMPIC RUDBY. haih. However still proud of myself, because I have the courageous to try. *claps* ><

P/S: eNjOy ur HoLiDay EeNa!

4.18

Conviction quashed. After meeting with the manager.:)

P/S: This remind me my bestie, Gladys Wong, the one who also, kind of determined on 'human rights'. Few years ago, three of us hanged out at the spring. Eena said she was hungry and we ordered a pizza. Unfortunately, before the pizza was ready, Eena's dad picked her home. Still remember this incident? The pizza ended up with part of it scorched, so I was like 'nevermind la zhen jie, ur dad is waiting outside, hurry'. Gladys Wong replied 'How can they give us such a BLACK pizza, I want them to make us a new one'. At the end, we enjoyed a nice pizza but GLADYS WONG WAS SCOLDED BY HER DADDY!hahaha!Still remember??? We eat at pending seafood! I miss those time....
Ya, that is my bestie, who inspired me a lot, who keen on fighting for her rights :)

4.17

我在最脆弱的时候 想起你了.

4.16

I miss grandma. I miss her voice, I miss her laughter, I miss she said I was getting fatter. My dad too, I can see the sadness in his eyes. Burying myself into those cases fact principle statute act, pretends that she is still alive, still waiting me to go home. I just, miss her.

4.14

Relax mood on again. Today the whole day I only studied for 2 hours. WTH. But something special today, 1st badminton experince in Cardiff, not sweating at all though, feel like playing badminton in a big air-con room. My aim is to keep fit, it justtt fail as after badminton i went to another Gladys house visit for the 1st time. She treated me 1 KFC wing, 3 Domino Pizza, 1 custart tart, 1 cup of ice cream and at last 1 cup of soya milk. NGATIIII !! how can i reach my 45 kg target!! HOW ?! HOW ?! But then i'm really satisfied and happy hahahaha credit to MS YONG!

P/S: Tell you a small secret, just now when I was getting ready to go back from Gladys house, i told her : See, at this very moment. I wish there is some guy who can walk me home.(That time is 1045pm and yet her house is at Talybont South, 20 min from my Aberdare. And, the weather was freaking cold plus typical dark) So she agreed with me and laughed. After i waved my hand to her and prepare to walk back alone, a friend who is a guy went out coincidentally. Gladys said I'm lucky enough ><. he walked me back home at last (not purposely but just we were going to a same direction). You know how scary to walk alone especially in a windy and dark night. The main point is not the guy, is the feeling of dream comes true >< THANKSGIVING. :)

4.13

House of Parliament, Big Ben

很美吧

 我也是很喜欢这张照片

好像把整个英国都踩在脚底下的感觉

很喜欢很喜欢 这样的夜景

昨晚整晚呆在Julian Hodge ( IT room)

第一次这样把凌晨当成白天用

看着太阳下山

看着太阳升起

我努力了

可是朋友老实地跟说我

这个不能score well

所以有时候人生真的是徒劳无功的

这个世界不会永远是相互线

不要对你的付出去奢望你所想要的回报

徒劳无功

功课是如此 人生何尝不是？

昨晚一整天没睡，可是很不甘愿结束今天

因为我知道

明天就是时候开始复习了

我一直在鼓励自己

我一直觉得自己不够努力

我一直告诉自己为了享受假期

一定要撑到底

离我很远的你们

是羡慕我呢？还是觉得我很可悲？

我很羡慕你们，可以聚在一起的你们。

4.11

complain, complain 再 COMPLAIN!

人生就是要有不管你的英文有多半桶水，不管你占５０分的ｅｓｓａｙ还剩一大堆，也要死死ＣＯＭＰＬＡＩＮ的时候！


I'm Yee Hoon (c1149342), currently studying first year LLB Law and stay in Aberdare Hall Old Hall Room 3.3.3. There are certain unreasonable and unfair issues which i feel the need to raise. I personally was very disappointed with Aberdare Management Team who carried out penalties (GBP 5) to four of us (Jenny Ng, Anshini Madan, Mati Kutcher and me) for extra cleaning of kitchen and removal of recycled wash without progressing any investigation on it. By writing this email, I wish to raise your attention and waived the unreasonable penalties on me. Previously, I had already thrown three times of rubbish (twice during Semester 1 and once during this Semester) and acknowledges that none of the girls in 3rd floor do as much as I did except Sian, who currently stay in Room 3.3.1. So few days ago, i discovered that our rubbish was in quite-full situation and no-one put their name on the rota list that week. Hence, I wrote a note to urge those who has not written their name on the Semester 2 rota list (which is xx and xx) to write down their name and take turn to throw the overwhelming rubbish as personally i felt it is definitely unfair for me to throw the forth time, because as i know, some of them just throw once until today. I did talk to one of them(xx) and she told me that she will take the rubbish away, somehow at last was Anna Ledvenka who settled the rubbish. From my point of view, I think that I did try my best to do all my duty and seriously, I cannot find any point to pursue myself to pay for the GBP 5 because of others' laziness and irresponsibility.

I am looking forward to a reasonable reply.

在这里把xx保留

4.9

Assignment due on Friday. 2000 words to go plus Research trail. Haven start my revision. And yet one month left before the exam. WHAT-THE-HELL.

I don't mean to complain but just feel very disappointed with me, myself.

WAKE UP HOON YEE, WAKE UPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!

Best korean food i ever ate.

This was what they served when we went to a international church.

Feel so blessed. :)





4.6

很喜欢这几句话：

我的人生 我来走
我的人生 我来奋斗
我的目标 我来实现

--陈良文

P/S：Jake, my aunty said you look very very very mature, she don't believe you're 20><

My library life officially starts again, trying to concentrate and work on my summative essay, somehow I got distrated easily. Facebook, day dreaming, thinking how to fill up my stomach. Sigh. Keep reminding myself, just this 2 months, just work really hard for this 2 months.

4.5

Bear in mind. Promise. Work hard. No regret. Try very best. Faith.

I don't stop when I'm tired, I stop when I'm done.

4.3

现在这种时候

听着这首歌

觉得歌词写得好贴切

阿嫲在我小的时候很疼我

把最好的都留给我

婆，笑一个！*咔嚓*

成了回忆

这是我来英国之前

婆婆叫我去她家

说煮我最喜欢的汤

那时我喝不完

她说

仪，喝多一点！你去那边哪里有好喝！

走之前我把她抱得很紧

我说

婆，你要等我回来！

她很疼我

从小就很疼

很疼很疼

这么疼我的阿嫲

你叫我怎么舍得跟她说再见

4.1

I'm fine, thankiu for everyone who cares about me, who makes me feel so warm and sweet. I guess no need to mention here because you know who you are. I gonna miss her, I gonna remember how much she sayang me, I gonna make her proud. This is my promise to her, my beloved granny.