one more day before we embrace 2014
and I have a sudden thought
one of my 2014 missions will be
travel alone once!
before heading back to Malaysia
or where else I gonna be
Choose an European country
filled with strangers and unknown
refreshed oneself there for a couple days
Workable.
Yes we should at least travel alone once in our life
22 years old girl should do something that you can recall back when you grow old
2014 summer
should be an excited one : D
Don't be afraid to show people what you feel, be yourself and don't mind them. Because you decide, and it's your LIFE.:)
Monday, 30 December 2013
Saturday, 28 December 2013
12.28
Impressive :)
One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well. The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway; it just wasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey. He invited all his neighbors to come over and help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly. Then, to everyone's amazement he quieted down. A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well. He was astonished at what he saw. With each shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing something amazing. He would shake it off and take a step up. As the farmer's neighbors continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it off and take a step up. Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey stepped up over the edge of the well and happily trotted off! MORAL : Life is going to shovel dirt on you, all kinds of dirt. The trick to getting out of the well is to shake it off and take a step up. Each of our troubles is a steppingstone. We can get out of the deepest wells just by not stopping, never giving up! Shake it off and take a step up. Remember the five simple rules to be happy: 1. Free your heart from hatred - Forgive. 2. Free your mind from worries - Most never happens. 3. Live simply and appreciate what you have. 4. Give more. 5. Expect less from people but more from yourself.
One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well. The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway; it just wasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey. He invited all his neighbors to come over and help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly. Then, to everyone's amazement he quieted down. A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well. He was astonished at what he saw. With each shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing something amazing. He would shake it off and take a step up. As the farmer's neighbors continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it off and take a step up. Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey stepped up over the edge of the well and happily trotted off! MORAL : Life is going to shovel dirt on you, all kinds of dirt. The trick to getting out of the well is to shake it off and take a step up. Each of our troubles is a steppingstone. We can get out of the deepest wells just by not stopping, never giving up! Shake it off and take a step up. Remember the five simple rules to be happy: 1. Free your heart from hatred - Forgive. 2. Free your mind from worries - Most never happens. 3. Live simply and appreciate what you have. 4. Give more. 5. Expect less from people but more from yourself.
Wednesday, 25 December 2013
12.25
Need some pictures to sum up what I have been up to recently right, MERRY X' MAS EVERYONE!
1. Sleepover at Xin Xuan's place last Friday : D
3. Christmas dinner!
1. Sleepover at Xin Xuan's place last Friday : D
Rice balls we made *slurp*
Adeline (a funny+ sweet master student) cooked us these for dinner, how sweet of she!
Sleepover night wohooo
Watched 'Frozen' that night, we actually off the light, turned on wireless speaker, seriously felt like you're watching movie in the cinema. Great movie with awesome companion i said!
Breakfast!
First attempt on Gingerbread House! No bad yea?
2. Christmas Potluck!
Friends :)
Best Christmas lunch ever heh. We had fried rice, butter rice, lasagna, chicken, pasta. potato salad, pizza, turkey, ginger bread house, ginger cookies, brownie, peach's tarts and Big Hoon's superb egg tarts!
Sarawak Laksa hehe
Pictures time while waiting for others, SMILE heh
You can't forget Saboteur, this game is real fun! I kinda addicted to it lol
It's 130pm now, listening to 'Let it Go' from Frozen while blogging. Thanks for everything, everyone, 2013 Christmas simply filled with happiness! I don't know where I will be next year Christmas, but definitely sure that, this is the memory that I will treasure the whole life. :)
Tuesday, 24 December 2013
12.24
平安夜
以前一直想像着窗外下着大雪
围在炉灶旁边的感觉
圣诞树下堆满礼物
很美吧
可是英国的下雪天不在12月份啊
雪花纷飞的场景就没有了
但是今晚去了教堂
我觉得收益良多
圣诞最美的礼物是耶稣
牧师这么说道
是啊
平安夜圣诞节的主角从来就不是聚会party
我不是基督徒
但是来到英国
比起以前有更多的机会接触基督教
很多时候唱着worship songs会有想哭的冲动
是一股莫明的感动
是旋律太动人吗?是我太感性吗?是connection吗?
我常常这样问自己
去一趟教会
心里莫名的踏实平静
不管外面的世界变得怎么样
有一个这么慈爱的上帝存在着
又想起若干年前的平安夜
我和弟弟贪玩地把袜子吊满了房间
爸爸妈妈也不想我们失望
在每一个小袜子里都塞了钱
哈哈
很感恩
感恩生长在有爱的家庭里
平安夜
我向上帝祷告
愿身边的每一个人
平安 幸福
A really nice song performed by church's choir tonight :)
以前一直想像着窗外下着大雪
围在炉灶旁边的感觉
圣诞树下堆满礼物
很美吧
可是英国的下雪天不在12月份啊
雪花纷飞的场景就没有了
但是今晚去了教堂
我觉得收益良多
圣诞最美的礼物是耶稣
牧师这么说道
是啊
平安夜圣诞节的主角从来就不是聚会party
我不是基督徒
但是来到英国
比起以前有更多的机会接触基督教
很多时候唱着worship songs会有想哭的冲动
是一股莫明的感动
是旋律太动人吗?是我太感性吗?是connection吗?
我常常这样问自己
去一趟教会
心里莫名的踏实平静
不管外面的世界变得怎么样
有一个这么慈爱的上帝存在着
又想起若干年前的平安夜
我和弟弟贪玩地把袜子吊满了房间
爸爸妈妈也不想我们失望
在每一个小袜子里都塞了钱
哈哈
很感恩
感恩生长在有爱的家庭里
平安夜
我向上帝祷告
愿身边的每一个人
平安 幸福
Sunday, 22 December 2013
12.22
I am so tired now, like physically exhausted after working the whole day. But i want to blog, to note down some memories, just in case i forgot how well people treated me and how blissful i am in the future.
So I started my day so badly this morning. Umbrella ruined because of the bloody strong wind at first, and ended up calling a taxi to workplace. Basically one hour hard-earned salaries wasted on taxi and I need to buy myself a 6th or 7th umbrella ( I JUZ CANT STOP LOSING UMBRELLA, PISSED OFF!!). Buttt my colleagues made my day! There are two christmas presents awaiting for me you know. I was so touch and yet didn't even give them a hug! That's so bad isn't? Yea I never regret to do this part-time job, although sometime it's really tiring lol
And u know what, my bossie asked me to draw and design on a new mini blackboard in our restaurant, with the theme of ice cream. She didn't expect I actually can draw lol And yea, I drew and designed the mini blackboard (the type that you can usually find it in a coffee shop), which my colleagues and bossie showed me the satisfied face, 'You're good at art, aren't you?' bossie asked. This is the long lost moment, that people actually stand beside you, admire your piece of creation. I did participate in drawing competition quite often during primary school, and sometime those random people would just stood beside you and watched. Didn't draw that much since then, even me myself forgot that I used to be passionate about art.
That's my day. =D
P/S: ah hui bought a new phone, glad that I can share my stories more frequent with her! She's the one that we don't always contact each other, but when we do, nothing has changed, like the 16 years old us.
P/SS: came across this, time to be productive:
【記住一句話:越努力,越幸運】
一根稻草丟在大街上是垃圾,綁在大白菜上可以賣白菜的價格,綁在大閘蟹上就是大閘蟹的價格。
所以你想成功就看你與誰捆綁在一起!
只要肯努力,好運永遠伴隨左右!
做人智商不高沒關係,情商不高也問題不大,但做人的格局一定要大,說白了,你可以不聰明,也可以不懂交際,但一定要大氣。
如果一點點挫折就讓你爬不起來,如果一兩句壞話就讓你不能釋懷,如果動不動就討厭人憎恨人,那格局就太小了。
做人有多大氣,就會有多成功。
因為胸懷,才是成功者的標誌。
放下你的浮躁,放下你的懶惰
放下你的三分鐘熱度
放空你禁不住誘惑的大腦
放開你容易被任何事物吸引的眼睛
放淡你什麼都想聊兩句八卦的嘴巴
靜下心來好好做你該做的事,該好好努力了!
有時候真的努力後,你會發現自己要比想像的優秀很多。
一 馬雲
So I started my day so badly this morning. Umbrella ruined because of the bloody strong wind at first, and ended up calling a taxi to workplace. Basically one hour hard-earned salaries wasted on taxi and I need to buy myself a 6th or 7th umbrella ( I JUZ CANT STOP LOSING UMBRELLA, PISSED OFF!!). Buttt my colleagues made my day! There are two christmas presents awaiting for me you know. I was so touch and yet didn't even give them a hug! That's so bad isn't? Yea I never regret to do this part-time job, although sometime it's really tiring lol
And u know what, my bossie asked me to draw and design on a new mini blackboard in our restaurant, with the theme of ice cream. She didn't expect I actually can draw lol And yea, I drew and designed the mini blackboard (the type that you can usually find it in a coffee shop), which my colleagues and bossie showed me the satisfied face, 'You're good at art, aren't you?' bossie asked. This is the long lost moment, that people actually stand beside you, admire your piece of creation. I did participate in drawing competition quite often during primary school, and sometime those random people would just stood beside you and watched. Didn't draw that much since then, even me myself forgot that I used to be passionate about art.
That's my day. =D
P/S: ah hui bought a new phone, glad that I can share my stories more frequent with her! She's the one that we don't always contact each other, but when we do, nothing has changed, like the 16 years old us.
P/SS: came across this, time to be productive:
【記住一句話:越努力,越幸運】
一根稻草丟在大街上是垃圾,綁在大白菜上可以賣白菜的價格,綁在大閘蟹上就是大閘蟹的價格。
所以你想成功就看你與誰捆綁在一起!
只要肯努力,好運永遠伴隨左右!
做人智商不高沒關係,情商不高也問題不大,但做人的格局一定要大,說白了,你可以不聰明,也可以不懂交際,但一定要大氣。
如果一點點挫折就讓你爬不起來,如果一兩句壞話就讓你不能釋懷,如果動不動就討厭人憎恨人,那格局就太小了。
做人有多大氣,就會有多成功。
因為胸懷,才是成功者的標誌。
放下你的浮躁,放下你的懶惰
放下你的三分鐘熱度
放空你禁不住誘惑的大腦
放開你容易被任何事物吸引的眼睛
放淡你什麼都想聊兩句八卦的嘴巴
靜下心來好好做你該做的事,該好好努力了!
有時候真的努力後,你會發現自己要比想像的優秀很多。
一 馬雲
Friday, 13 December 2013
12.14
Hey hey, winter break for final year officially starts today!!! I'm so glad, so glad, like actually can tell, 'I don't know what to do now, have nothing to do!', that's simply awesome you know! The endless reading has finally comes to a 'short break', finally. And yes, I watched movie! Watched 被偷走的那五年 at home yesterday night, and Hunger Games: Catching Fire, with Fau and Rachel! Even take away KFC's spicy wings and took it secretly into the cinema, reward ok lol. I'm so gonna read Hunger Games' books!!! The girl on fire, obviously she is surreal, but I'm deeply in love with her! Her intelligence her courageous the way she treats people...a great movie indeed, but don't really understand the first part and the ending, perhaps read the book might help.

Not to forget, first tried CREPE this afternoon, with Pin Han Yong. Banoffee tastes like heaven gosh, seriously! Wei Fang should have brought you to this cafe in June, Aiskss!!!!! If I ended up doing nothing in the future, gona open this in Kuching, MUAHAHA!
That's the Friday night.
Goodnight everyone!
Tuesday, 10 December 2013
Saturday, 7 December 2013
Wednesday, 4 December 2013
12.4
《致自己》
1、這幾年,我怕了,因為年齡越大,離開的親人就越多,生命無常!
2、這幾年,我變了, 學會了讓捨得的和捨不得的都隨緣了。...
3、這幾年,生活告訴我,害人之心不可有, 但防人之心一定不能無。
4、這幾年,生活告訴我,人與人之間親近與否,除了血緣外,還在於是否交心。
5、這幾年,生活告訴我,以前想要的,雖然現在得到了,卻已經不再重要。
6、這幾年,我醒了,對所有人好,更要對對我好的人好。
7、這幾年,我知道了,日久不一定生情,但一定能夠見人心。
8、這幾年,我明白了,沒有誰會像父母一樣一直包容並原諒你。
9、這幾年,我畏懼了,因為一個不小心就會五臟六腑都受傷,我害怕滿身傷痕的疼痛!
10、這幾年,我變了,所有的傷痛都倔強的自己扛,我變的頑強了,更像一個仙人掌了,隨便丟到哪都能活了。
11、這幾年,我頓悟了,不再那麼偏執了,對有些堅持不再那麼執著了。
12、這幾年,我成熟了,好多看不慣的事情都能夠視而不見了。
13、這幾年,生活告訴我,不是每個人都願意陪你經歷所有。
14、這幾年,生活告訴我,命裏有時終須有,命裏無時莫強求!
15、這幾年生活告訴我,不用去羨慕別人,自己也會過的很好!
1、這幾年,我怕了,因為年齡越大,離開的親人就越多,生命無常!
2、這幾年,我變了, 學會了讓捨得的和捨不得的都隨緣了。...
3、這幾年,生活告訴我,害人之心不可有, 但防人之心一定不能無。
4、這幾年,生活告訴我,人與人之間親近與否,除了血緣外,還在於是否交心。
5、這幾年,生活告訴我,以前想要的,雖然現在得到了,卻已經不再重要。
6、這幾年,我醒了,對所有人好,更要對對我好的人好。
7、這幾年,我知道了,日久不一定生情,但一定能夠見人心。
8、這幾年,我明白了,沒有誰會像父母一樣一直包容並原諒你。
9、這幾年,我畏懼了,因為一個不小心就會五臟六腑都受傷,我害怕滿身傷痕的疼痛!
10、這幾年,我變了,所有的傷痛都倔強的自己扛,我變的頑強了,更像一個仙人掌了,隨便丟到哪都能活了。
11、這幾年,我頓悟了,不再那麼偏執了,對有些堅持不再那麼執著了。
12、這幾年,我成熟了,好多看不慣的事情都能夠視而不見了。
13、這幾年,生活告訴我,不是每個人都願意陪你經歷所有。
14、這幾年,生活告訴我,命裏有時終須有,命裏無時莫強求!
15、這幾年生活告訴我,不用去羨慕別人,自己也會過的很好!
got it somewhere from facebook, worth a share :) 你呢?这几年你变了多少?
Tuesday, 3 December 2013
12.3
IP ( Intellectual Property Law) sucks, cant't actually use words to describe how technical it is (at least for me). But today I'm so glad that the tutor said 'well done Yee' after I answered his question. HAHA. Okie, I know nothing special but I am just HAPPY hehe. Simply an encouragement will keep someone going you see, like me =D . Trust tutorial tomorrow. Fighting everyone!
P/S: My xiao jiu is getting married tomorrow, 04122013, and I'm not there for him, haih. Big Brother is getting married, how time flies. :'(
P/S: My xiao jiu is getting married tomorrow, 04122013, and I'm not there for him, haih. Big Brother is getting married, how time flies. :'(
Saturday, 30 November 2013
11.30
To the lovely 2013 December, (last month of we, being 21st yea?)
世上最快乐的人
不一定拥有世上一切最好的东西
他们只是珍惜人生道路上
遇到的每一样东西。
相信你做得到,你一定做到。:)
Thursday, 28 November 2013
Monday, 25 November 2013
11.25
'Each of us has a limited amount of time here on this earth, and the only truly lasting things that continue after we are gone, are the stories and memories of our existence in the minds of others. The stories told that really matter aren’t going to be about the kind of car you drove, the type of watch you wore, or whether or not your shoes had red bottoms.
They will be about your moral fiber, how you treated those around you, and how you chose to live your life to the absolute fullest.'
Thursday, 21 November 2013
11.21
从昨天到今天
我没有刻意去想叔叔去世的事
好像你不去想
事情就没有发生过一样
直到刚刚维芳跟我说他弟弟在报章上看到这个消息
这次叔叔真的走了
我回想
跟叔叔最深刻的记忆
是他带我和我弟和阿凯
一起去Aladdin吃炸鸡饭
那是我第一次去
也是最后一次和他一起去了
自从他轻微中风过后
也不怎么和大家说话了
生老病死
叔叔他是基督徒
相信此时此刻他在天堂吧
和上帝一起看着大家
我们爱你 武叔叔
我没有刻意去想叔叔去世的事
好像你不去想
事情就没有发生过一样
直到刚刚维芳跟我说他弟弟在报章上看到这个消息
这次叔叔真的走了
我回想
跟叔叔最深刻的记忆
是他带我和我弟和阿凯
一起去Aladdin吃炸鸡饭
那是我第一次去
也是最后一次和他一起去了
自从他轻微中风过后
也不怎么和大家说话了
生老病死
叔叔他是基督徒
相信此时此刻他在天堂吧
和上帝一起看着大家
我们爱你 武叔叔
Tuesday, 19 November 2013
11.19
昨晚
朋友sent一个link给我
内容是说男孩送走了母亲
说人们常常take something for granted
习惯了家人的存在
就忘了有一天他们会离开我们
我看了感触很深
临睡前还想起这个故事
今天下午
弟弟line我
说叔叔中风在手术室
打电话回家
爸爸说手术成功率只有10-20%
我傻了
想起两年前在这里接到婆婆去世的消息
真的傻了
爸爸听叔公说叔叔早上还买了2粒榴莲要给他们吃
心寒
在这里什么也帮不了忙
只能这里听那里听
上帝啊
不要把他带走
孩子们这么小
你怎么忍心呢
Please everyone who is reading this post, please pray for my uncle, he's currently in coma now.
Heavenly father, please be with him.
朋友sent一个link给我
内容是说男孩送走了母亲
说人们常常take something for granted
习惯了家人的存在
就忘了有一天他们会离开我们
我看了感触很深
临睡前还想起这个故事
今天下午
弟弟line我
说叔叔中风在手术室
打电话回家
爸爸说手术成功率只有10-20%
我傻了
想起两年前在这里接到婆婆去世的消息
真的傻了
爸爸听叔公说叔叔早上还买了2粒榴莲要给他们吃
心寒
在这里什么也帮不了忙
只能这里听那里听
上帝啊
不要把他带走
孩子们这么小
你怎么忍心呢
Please everyone who is reading this post, please pray for my uncle, he's currently in coma now.
Heavenly father, please be with him.
Sunday, 17 November 2013
11.17
Such a brilliant mindset. enjoy reading!
13 Things Mentally Strong People Don’t Do
1. They Don’t Waste Time Feeling Sorry for Themselves
Mentally strong people don’t sit around feeling sorry about their circumstances or how others have treated them. Instead, they take responsibility for their role in life and understand that life isn’t always easy or fair.
2. They Don’t Give Away Their Power
They don’t allow others to control them, and they don’t give someone else power over them. They don’t say things like, “My boss makes me feel bad,” because they understand that they are in control over their own emotions and they have a choice in how they respond.
3. They Don’t Shy Away from Change
Mentally strong people don’t try to avoid change. Instead, they welcome positive change and are willing to be flexible. They understand that change is inevitable and believe in their abilities to adapt.
4. They Don’t Waste Energy on Things They Can’t Control
You won’t hear a mentally strong person complaining over lost luggage or traffic jams. Instead, they focus on what they can control in their lives. They recognize that sometimes, the only thing they can control is their attitude.
5. They Don’t Worry About Pleasing Everyone
Mentally strong people recognize that they don’t need to please everyone all the time. They’re not afraid to say no or speak up when necessary. They strive to be kind and fair, but can handle other people being upset if they didn’t make them happy.
6. They Don’t Fear Taking Calculated Risks
They don’t take reckless or foolish risks, but don’t mind taking calculated risks. Mentally strong people spend time weighing the risks and benefits before making a big decision, and they’re fully informed of the potential downsides before they take action.
7. They Don’t Dwell on the Past
Mentally strong people don’t waste time dwelling on the past and wishing things could be different. They acknowledge their past and can say what they’ve learned from it. However, they don’t constantly relive bad experiences or fantasize about the glory days. Instead, they live for the present and plan for the future.
8. They Don’t Make the Same Mistakes Over and Over
Mentally strong people accept responsibility for their behavior and learn from their past mistakes. As a result, they don’t keep repeating those mistakes over and over. Instead, they move on and make better decisions in the future.
9. They Don’t Resent Other People’s Success
Mentally strong people can appreciate and celebrate other people’s success in life. They don’t grow jealous or feel cheated when others surpass them. Instead, they recognize that success comes with hard work, and they are willing to work hard for their own chance at success.
10. They Don’t Give Up After the First Failure
Mentally strong people don’t view failure as a reason to give up. Instead, they use failure as an opportunity to grow and improve. They are willing to keep trying until they get it right.
11. They Don’t Fear Alone Time
Mentally strong people can tolerate being alone and they don’t fear silence. They aren’t afraid to be alone with their thoughts and they can use downtime to be productive. They enjoy their own company and aren’t dependent on others for companionship and entertainment all the time but instead can be happy alone.
12. They Don’t Feel the World Owes Them Anything
Mentally strong people don’t feel entitled to things in life. They weren’t born with a mentality that others would take care of them or that the world must give them something. Instead, they look for opportunities based on their own merits.
13. They Don’t Expect Immediate Results
Whether they are working on improving their health or getting a new business off the ground, mentally strong people don’t expect immediate results. Instead, they apply their skills and time to the best of their ability and understand that real change takes time.
Friday, 15 November 2013
11.15

Sea of Stars on Vaadhoo Island in the Maldives. Breathtaking. SOMEONE PLEASE BRING ME THERE!!!
Sunday, 10 November 2013
11.10
无意中看到一个高中同学的照片
他瘦了好多
也剃光头了
听人家说他得了白血病
还记得他以前动作都特别大
笑很大声讲话也很大声
就是一副天不怕地不怕的样子
真的
生命很无常
无常到你应该珍惜每一天
大家一起为他祷告
话说
世上除了生死
都是小事
从今天开始
每天微笑吧
不管遇到了什么烦心事
都不要自己为难自己
无论今天发生多么糟糕的事
都不应该感到悲伤
他瘦了好多
也剃光头了
听人家说他得了白血病
还记得他以前动作都特别大
笑很大声讲话也很大声
就是一副天不怕地不怕的样子
真的
生命很无常
无常到你应该珍惜每一天
大家一起为他祷告
话说
世上除了生死
都是小事
从今天开始
每天微笑吧
不管遇到了什么烦心事
都不要自己为难自己
无论今天发生多么糟糕的事
都不应该感到悲伤
Friday, 8 November 2013
11.8
I hate myself for watching 'we got married' FOR 3 HOURS. ARGHH.
There is one girl, who is disable, she sits on a wheelchair since first year (Different from the one I mentioned 2 years ago, the other girl graduated from bar school last year, and also got a first class degree). There is one lecturer, who always like to ask questions in our huge lecture theater, and kinda threatened us if he couldnt get a volunteer, he will pick people up. There are like 200 of us. There was one time, no volunteer, and he said he didnt know who to pick up since everyone was looking down on their notes, everyone avoided eyes-contact with him lol. So after 1 min of silence, the girl who sat on the wheelchair raised her hand, and voiced out her opinion leisurely. You know what I am trying to say right, 200 of us, who are normal person, couldntcompete with the disabled. I feel shame on myself. I looked at her that day, I saw confidence, that really matter.
There is one girl, who is disable, she sits on a wheelchair since first year (Different from the one I mentioned 2 years ago, the other girl graduated from bar school last year, and also got a first class degree). There is one lecturer, who always like to ask questions in our huge lecture theater, and kinda threatened us if he couldnt get a volunteer, he will pick people up. There are like 200 of us. There was one time, no volunteer, and he said he didnt know who to pick up since everyone was looking down on their notes, everyone avoided eyes-contact with him lol. So after 1 min of silence, the girl who sat on the wheelchair raised her hand, and voiced out her opinion leisurely. You know what I am trying to say right, 200 of us, who are normal person, couldntcompete with the disabled. I feel shame on myself. I looked at her that day, I saw confidence, that really matter.
Sunday, 3 November 2013
11.3
Hello guys! Happy November! This gonna be a good start so first thing i will do tomorrow, is wake up at 830 instead of 9! I am not going to spend more than 8 hours on sleeping, promise! Shu King u made my day, a freaking touch facebook post and the treasured comment. My friend said i am really lucky enough to have such a good friend here in Cardiff, yea i know, I am the real lucky one :') gonna update you every bits of life, no worries! And and, my bro just graduated today! I am so so proud of him, and you know, I always think that I am not a good sister, over-concentrated on academic studies and ignored my bro. I pray that he will find his way, god please be with him :) oYA, you know what, I was so happy that my manager texted me to work last night, like really happy. Bcoz of the food there lol, i guess I am really fed up with my self- cooking. The only thing i could think of while having the meals was: GRATEFUL. I love the restaurant, every inch of it. Let's start this 2013 November with love people! May November treats us all good!
Wednesday, 30 October 2013
10.30
十月
来了又走了
有人在这个月里忙着追梦
有人忙着赚钱
有人忙着睡觉
你呢?
我回来英国
也一个月了
如果毕业就走的话
我剩下九个月呆在这个会下雪的国度
能为自己留下什么
我这么问自己
三年在英国的留学经历到底成就了怎样的一个我
我成长了吗?
这几天都好羡慕朋友一个个回家
不知怎么的在这个家
特别容易觉得孤单
可能去年一整年都跟杨品涵他们一起住
过得太幸福了吧
所以今年落寞了
结果这几天心情都很低落
不可以这样温仪
你现在踏着的这片土地
是多少人的梦想
你现在读的学校读的课系
是老爸老妈多辛苦供的
你对自己的期望呢
还有资格喊累吗
哪里来的勇气偷懒啊
奋斗的你给我回来
为了你的毕业典礼
为了多几个月的考试
你!!!
一定要给我努力!!!
When there is a will, there is a way!!!
来了又走了
有人在这个月里忙着追梦
有人忙着赚钱
有人忙着睡觉
你呢?
我回来英国
也一个月了
如果毕业就走的话
我剩下九个月呆在这个会下雪的国度
能为自己留下什么
我这么问自己
三年在英国的留学经历到底成就了怎样的一个我
我成长了吗?
这几天都好羡慕朋友一个个回家
不知怎么的在这个家
特别容易觉得孤单
可能去年一整年都跟杨品涵他们一起住
过得太幸福了吧
所以今年落寞了
结果这几天心情都很低落
不可以这样温仪
你现在踏着的这片土地
是多少人的梦想
你现在读的学校读的课系
是老爸老妈多辛苦供的
你对自己的期望呢
还有资格喊累吗
哪里来的勇气偷懒啊
奋斗的你给我回来
为了你的毕业典礼
为了多几个月的考试
你!!!
一定要给我努力!!!
When there is a will, there is a way!!!
Monday, 28 October 2013
10.28
Often feel the emptiness these days. I wonder why. Miss family. Consequences of sickness and staying in my room perhaps. I actually facebook inbox my bro tat I cooked cabbages with ikan bilis for lunch, and the taste was similar as mum so I was touched lol. I said I miss mum' dishes, but deep in my heart I miss her! They are going to KK without me sigh. Ok fair enough since I went Bangkok with them without my bro haha. Time to prepare for EU tutorial, jiayous HOON YEE! You can see them in 8 months!!!
Friday, 25 October 2013
Wednesday, 23 October 2013
10.23
Yayyyy
I am getting much more better
despite the fact that I almost fall asleep in my tutorial for the first time lol
Ya
so Michelle Hoon Yee
gonna start her engine
and time to work hard
P/S: we have 7 asians and 2 caucasians in the trust tutorial today, this is kinda weird my gosh, you dont actually feel like you are studying in the UK. But I like this muahaha. Weirdo.
I am getting much more better
despite the fact that I almost fall asleep in my tutorial for the first time lol
Ya
so Michelle Hoon Yee
gonna start her engine
and time to work hard
P/S: we have 7 asians and 2 caucasians in the trust tutorial today, this is kinda weird my gosh, you dont actually feel like you are studying in the UK. But I like this muahaha. Weirdo.
Tuesday, 22 October 2013
10.22
生病后有感
Everything was ok until last night
I wore a hoodie and went to library
I think the hoodie is not thick enough
felt damn cold throughout the whole night
and my head was damn dizzy
that was weird
coz yesterday 2 of my friends told me that they were sick
and today is my turn to catch a fever
I actually cried this morning
lol useless
was sobbing on my own bed
felt so helpless
Each part of my body was freaking heavy
My forehead was damn hot
and this reminded me of my parents
whenever I have fever
whenever I feel sick
they are always there
And yet i am all alone here
even if i fainted in my room
nobody would have known
I remembered I catched a fever too
back in Kuching during summer
Once i woke up
there was a bowl of porridge on the dining table
my parents they needed to work
but the porridge will always be there before I woke up
and that they would call back once or twice to check if I'm ok
I know right
I am still a little girl
but don't you have the same feeling?
Especially when you are sick or down
wouldn't you think of your beloved family?
thank you Eena bong who kept me accompanied when I was seriously ill
thank you Yee Hui who asked me to rest well
thank you Nelson Kiu who asked whether I have eaten my lunch
thank you Fauzeeyah who actually paid me a visit although my room was seriously in a mess
Everything was ok until last night
I wore a hoodie and went to library
I think the hoodie is not thick enough
felt damn cold throughout the whole night
and my head was damn dizzy
that was weird
coz yesterday 2 of my friends told me that they were sick
and today is my turn to catch a fever
I actually cried this morning
lol useless
was sobbing on my own bed
felt so helpless
Each part of my body was freaking heavy
My forehead was damn hot
and this reminded me of my parents
whenever I have fever
whenever I feel sick
they are always there
And yet i am all alone here
even if i fainted in my room
nobody would have known
I remembered I catched a fever too
back in Kuching during summer
Once i woke up
there was a bowl of porridge on the dining table
my parents they needed to work
but the porridge will always be there before I woke up
and that they would call back once or twice to check if I'm ok
I know right
I am still a little girl
but don't you have the same feeling?
Especially when you are sick or down
wouldn't you think of your beloved family?
thank you Eena bong who kept me accompanied when I was seriously ill
thank you Yee Hui who asked me to rest well
thank you Nelson Kiu who asked whether I have eaten my lunch
thank you Fauzeeyah who actually paid me a visit although my room was seriously in a mess
Tuesday, 15 October 2013
10.15
曾经
有个朋友告诉我们说
她觉得友情 朋友
是生命的过客
在人生不同的阶段
会有不同的朋友
她看开了
一开始听她说这个道理
觉得不对
因为那时潜意识里的友谊是永固的
来了就不可能走
至少那时的我那么天真的认为
然而经历的事越多
对事情的看法也变了
是啊
朋友真的是过客
不管是好朋友 聊得来的朋友 还是最普通的朋友
他终究会
在这个地铁站上车
在那个地铁站下车
来来往往
断断续续
这也不是坏事
只是我还在学着去面对
一起加油!
有个朋友告诉我们说
她觉得友情 朋友
是生命的过客
在人生不同的阶段
会有不同的朋友
她看开了
一开始听她说这个道理
觉得不对
因为那时潜意识里的友谊是永固的
来了就不可能走
至少那时的我那么天真的认为
然而经历的事越多
对事情的看法也变了
是啊
朋友真的是过客
不管是好朋友 聊得来的朋友 还是最普通的朋友
他终究会
在这个地铁站上车
在那个地铁站下车
来来往往
断断续续
这也不是坏事
只是我还在学着去面对
一起加油!
Wednesday, 9 October 2013
10.9
星期三没有课的下午
打开手机的相片册
翻看我和家人去泰国的相片
觉得自己真的是一个很幸福的孩子
爸爸在我回古晋前就嚷嚷等我回家要一起去旅行
弟弟因为上课没去成
希望下次我们再一起去旅行的时候
会是我的毕业典礼
看着那些照片
我觉得自己真的应该感恩
家人给了我那么多那么多
而我能够回报的到底有多少
我记得我有一个目标
是在二十五岁之前
用自己赚得钱带家人去韩国
哈哈
毕业后就二十二了
而我的茫茫前途
还找不到终点站呢
不过
我会加油的
为我身边的每一个人
我一定会努力成为一个更好的自己
没有人要求你必须卓越,除了你自己。
没有人能一步到达卓越,只需每天进步一点点。:)
打开手机的相片册
翻看我和家人去泰国的相片
觉得自己真的是一个很幸福的孩子
爸爸在我回古晋前就嚷嚷等我回家要一起去旅行
弟弟因为上课没去成
希望下次我们再一起去旅行的时候
会是我的毕业典礼
看着那些照片
我觉得自己真的应该感恩
家人给了我那么多那么多
而我能够回报的到底有多少
我记得我有一个目标
是在二十五岁之前
用自己赚得钱带家人去韩国
哈哈
毕业后就二十二了
而我的茫茫前途
还找不到终点站呢
不过
我会加油的
为我身边的每一个人
我一定会努力成为一个更好的自己
没有人要求你必须卓越,除了你自己。
没有人能一步到达卓越,只需每天进步一点点。:)
Saturday, 5 October 2013
10.5
My legs are really painful now, I was out for the whole day, yea instead of starting to prepare for my tutorial, i went to shop. So i bought quite a few clothes, prepare for this coming winter, as some of u might know, my winter clothes basically has been burnt down. Hopefully those will be enough, since I wont have the time to do shopping this often once tutorial starts. And yes, i went to Cardiff Korean Society First Social, it was quite ok, but the kinda 'clubbing' or sitting in the pub part really doesn't suit me. I don't know, it's just that the environment which made me uncomfortable with. 'I don't know what am I doing' haha one of my friends said. I just couldn't understand this part of culture, even in Malaysia. After all, still a fruitful Saturday tho, live final year to da fullest! :)
Friday, 4 October 2013
Tuesday, 1 October 2013
10.1
Juz realized that how i took the past 2 years' life for granted
Someone cooked for me cleaned for me
n yet i complained non-stop
okie fine
time to live like a 21 years old girl
I seriously gonna work hard from tomorrow onward
I want to be somebody
somebody that i want myself to be
We live for once
It is now or never
I will remember every bits of my life
and the harvest will come eventually
this is the promise to myself
cheers for the 21st!
Friday, 20 September 2013
9.20
2 days more, and I will leave. Have a great day today, sing k with eena bong n Yee hui, eena u look stunning with the dress^^ n Yee hui thank you for your present! Gonna work hard! That s simply mean that by fate, my jobs my life gonna way related with pen, paperwork? :O and my family gives me a big surprise! A beautiful wrapped box on the table, mum wanted me to guess but she ended up cheating me is an iPhone casing. But I m so so surprised that inside was a watch! My dream watch! A white in color Swatch! I am grateful, Thank god. The present doesn't really matter, but the love, from my family and sista! This girl loves you guys so much, so much!
Thursday, 19 September 2013
9.19
觉得今年的中秋特别有意义
好开心
原来中秋不是吃一顿好的
就算在kopitiam吃炒kuehtiaw也很开心
因为一家人
聚在一起
月圆 人团圆
今晚我探望了生病的姑婆
看见很多生病的老人
中秋节
对这些老人们好像并不别具意义
没有孩子们的陪伴
躺在床上睡觉去了
我觉得心寒
心里想说一定要让自己成为一个有能力帮助别人的人
探望完了姑婆
到马中公园看孔明灯
好美好美
跟最爱的家人看着好比一大群萤火虫的孔明灯
古晋的夜空
和孔明灯的生命
一起绽放
外婆心里暖暖的
那孔明灯向上飞的瞬间
大家都笑了
我说
有些感动不能用文字纪录
要用心体会
好开心
原来中秋不是吃一顿好的
就算在kopitiam吃炒kuehtiaw也很开心
因为一家人
聚在一起
月圆 人团圆
今晚我探望了生病的姑婆
看见很多生病的老人
中秋节
对这些老人们好像并不别具意义
没有孩子们的陪伴
躺在床上睡觉去了
我觉得心寒
心里想说一定要让自己成为一个有能力帮助别人的人
探望完了姑婆
到马中公园看孔明灯
好美好美
跟最爱的家人看着好比一大群萤火虫的孔明灯
古晋的夜空
和孔明灯的生命
一起绽放
外婆心里暖暖的
那孔明灯向上飞的瞬间
大家都笑了
我说
有些感动不能用文字纪录
要用心体会
Saturday, 7 September 2013
Thursday, 29 August 2013
8.29
Insomnia last night, I slept at 4 something, and woke up at 6am in the morning. Memories in Cardiff keep popping out, not really the happy one, how negative am I. I was thinking about the future, what should I do after 3 years law degree? CLP? LPC? or change the pathway? Uncertainty u see.
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Went to the court this morning and had the chance to participate in a trial. It was a long long trial, the judge almost fall asleep while the defendant's counsel doing cross-examination. LOL. It was not cool as the one you see in the hong kong drama, the procedure here was bored and, LONG. Nevertheless, enjoyed the sharing from the Malay lawyer. And got allowance today! More than what I have expected haha, love Griffin Associates! :))))
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Went to the court this morning and had the chance to participate in a trial. It was a long long trial, the judge almost fall asleep while the defendant's counsel doing cross-examination. LOL. It was not cool as the one you see in the hong kong drama, the procedure here was bored and, LONG. Nevertheless, enjoyed the sharing from the Malay lawyer. And got allowance today! More than what I have expected haha, love Griffin Associates! :))))
Monday, 26 August 2013
8.26
Hello I'm back! Life is good here, so that's why I seldom 38 at facebook/ blogging/ skype. Sorry for that :(. And yes, 3 more weeks and I am heading back to the UK, for my final year law degree. I should be ready, and this might be the last year of oversea life. So I am not gonna be sad, gonna treasure instead. One month intern just passed incredibly, my very first time working in a law firm, also, visit to Kuching's Court House.
kinda impressive yea?
inner part of the court
I am kinda motivated by those lawyers, who were suited up. Senior lawyers and the young ones. Confident makes them stand out from the crowd, outstanding i say. The aggressive indian lawyer..the innocent drug's accused..the young judge..bunches of endless stories happen in the high court everyday, lawyers are the essential storyteller i guess?
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3 of my close buddy bd are in the same week!
821-the noob Nelson
824-the cheesy Gladys
825-the shenjiayi Law
so firstly Nelson Kiu:
Thank you very much for making my intern life soooo the full of fun. Ya laughing everyday, catch snake here catch snake there. You shouldnt have done that to me. Anyway, working with you as an attachment student is truly a blessing. Pro Nelson Kiu, i am sure that you will be a bright star in the future. Last but not least, thank you for being my noob sister :D
Gladys Wong Zhen Jie:
Yay! You're officially 21, so that's mean I'm the youngest among u eena n me! How time flies you see. I sincerely wish that our friendship will remain forever, no matter how far we are apart. Glad that prince charming is there for you, but don't forget that we are always here, with you. Enjoy the remaining uni life to the fullest! I will inform you the good news if I reached 45kg haha! Love you always xx
Law:
Law law law! you know what, i'm so surprised that although we seldom 38 together this 2 years, I feel the same as if we're in secondary school. The day we went to Kuching's festival with Eena, the apple cucumber juice, doing nothing at my house..lots of good memories! I always say that you are a really special girl, you simplified everything and bring laughter. Btw who is the 他? All the best and keep in touch law law!!
Monday, 5 August 2013
8.5
回古晋不知不觉也一个多月了 second year 的假期就这样剩下一半
这个假期去了Scotland, Thailand 满满的收获
这一个多月是赚来的
我常跟自己那么说
不是恩典的话
就没有机会intern
更没有机会让我追冲上云霄了 ^^
最后一年一定要好好努力
爸爸妈妈弟弟会来我的毕业典礼也
这个假期务必读书
务必 !
这个假期务必减肥
务必 !
很敬佩律师楼的律师们
谁懂得风光背后
他们到底付出了多少努力
所以说
曾经努力的人
都不普通!
Saturday, 3 August 2013
Monday, 29 July 2013
7.29
One week gone, my intern life. Boss was
not in today, so I was kinda stress-free, but too free. Read cases
again, and called the client today. She just didn't feel like giving
me her account number, which makes me headache. She's a DATO, who is hard to reach by phone, gosh. One of my colleagues taught me
something new today, she's so kind! And today's highlight is lunch.
While I am about to pick up a chair at pizza hut, someone called me
for lunch. Is YI XUAN! And I met bing zhen, you yan, ling huan, yuan
li, xing yun and wei jun. I haven't meet them for ages, two and a
half years? They doesn't change much. Time didn't change us, maybe? Topic changed though, we
talked about salaries, internship, future.n yay! Nelson Kiu is coming!
One week gone!!!
FIGHTING MICHELLE HOON!!!
Friday, 26 July 2013
7.26
It's FRIDAY man!!!!!!!!! Omg. I m relaxing myself, applying mask and watching TVB drama hehehe. One week of office life is kinda tiring. I called a client todayyyyy! can't hide the anxiety, luckily everything went smoothly. Followed my boss to public bank this morning. Felt so stupid sitting beside him, at the same time felt grateful, sitting beside a lawyer, observing professional negotiation. Gosh, amendment of contra agreement on Monday. T.T
P/S: read divorce petition yesterday, a case involved husband's affair, with a China gal. I felt like Wana slap the jerk. Wtf.
P/S: read divorce petition yesterday, a case involved husband's affair, with a China gal. I felt like Wana slap the jerk. Wtf.
Monday, 22 July 2013
7.22
呕买尬
不知不觉我也成了所谓的OL
八点半上班五点下班的办工室生活要过一个月呢
怎么第一天就有点吃不消
第一天就用了一整天读两个case
第一个是litigation
读我的ah tao lawyer怎样成功地帮她的Client撇掉二十多万的penalties
很有真实感
因为在课本上读就好像在读故事
lawyer也像医生一样
要很仔细地跟他们拿一切相关资料
然后对症下药
第二个case是conveyancing
办工女郎不好当
大家都好忙好忙
我这个attachment student 真的有点慢热
温仪温仪
要加油!
在一个月里要好好学习!
感恩
在一个月半的假期后,也终于开始intern
感恩
同事看起来都很好人
感恩
在下班回家后可以吃到妈妈热腾腾的spaghetti
谢谢上帝!
不知不觉我也成了所谓的OL
八点半上班五点下班的办工室生活要过一个月呢
怎么第一天就有点吃不消
第一天就用了一整天读两个case
第一个是litigation
读我的ah tao lawyer怎样成功地帮她的Client撇掉二十多万的penalties
很有真实感
因为在课本上读就好像在读故事
lawyer也像医生一样
要很仔细地跟他们拿一切相关资料
然后对症下药
第二个case是conveyancing
办工女郎不好当
大家都好忙好忙
我这个attachment student 真的有点慢热
温仪温仪
要加油!
在一个月里要好好学习!
感恩
在一个月半的假期后,也终于开始intern
感恩
同事看起来都很好人
感恩
在下班回家后可以吃到妈妈热腾腾的spaghetti
谢谢上帝!
Friday, 5 July 2013
5.7.2013
Late lim teh session with previous scout members. Everyone is doing good, seemingly we are all just graduated last year. It has been 3 years though.
New motto: Don't waste time on your love story, invest time to create your own story -Michelle Hoon Yee XP
New motto: Don't waste time on your love story, invest time to create your own story -Michelle Hoon Yee XP
Wednesday, 3 July 2013
03.07.2013
AHH!!!
I PASS THE EXAMS!!!
I PASS SECOND YEAR!!!
GOD IS AMAZING!!!
I LOVE YOU EVERYONE!!!
THANK YOU FOR THOSE WHO ALWAYS BY MY SIDE!!!
I LOVE YOU ALL!!!
I GONNA WORK HARDER!!!
I PROMISE!!!
*I jumped up high and hugged everyone in the house*
There is miracle, when you believe.
Thank god, so much. :')
I PASS THE EXAMS!!!
I PASS SECOND YEAR!!!
GOD IS AMAZING!!!
I LOVE YOU EVERYONE!!!
THANK YOU FOR THOSE WHO ALWAYS BY MY SIDE!!!
I LOVE YOU ALL!!!
I GONNA WORK HARDER!!!
I PROMISE!!!
*I jumped up high and hugged everyone in the house*
There is miracle, when you believe.
Thank god, so much. :')
Friday, 28 June 2013
6.28
'It is ok to say you have reached your limit.'
Nothing gonna be better than home. Recalled the moment when I reached Kuching Airport: My dad opened his arms widely, hugged me tight. Mum was smiling gorgeously with tears rolling in her eyes. My little brother waived at me calling 'jeh'.
I'm nervous tonight. I keep refreshing facebook page, keep checking my email. Part of final year results have been released. So ours gonna be next. Perhaps next Monday or before Friday. I just can't hide the fear.
After awhile, I told myself: No matter what, they are still there for you. Even the whole world betrays you, your family won't. I have been treated like a princess this few days. My parents brought me all over those kopitiam, bought me each type of food that I have missed so much, and they even bought me my favourite honeydew this morning. I would not have gone through all these without them, seriously. Grateful sums up all.
**
Have a great night yesterday. Old frenz make me feel that i m truly back home. Their laughter and jokes bring me back to the good old times, as if I am alive again. Really happy, seriously happy =D Happy until insomnia last night because of excitement of meeting old friends. haha.
Thank God for giving me all these.
Wednesday, 26 June 2013
6.27
21 岁生日快乐!
亲爱的wee wei, fang er & Xiao fang!
祝你所有美梦都成真
祝福你开心每一天
离开家两年的我们
似乎习惯了家人不在身边的生活
但是在这么特别的日子难免会想念家人朋友吧
谢谢你
出现在我的生命里
让我看到毅力与勇气
未来的日子里
记得不管发生什么事
我们都会在你身边
*想要跟别人不一样,就要更努力去创*
我和阿慧永远爱你!
Sunday, 23 June 2013
6.23
Hey! A quick post before I leave the UK. Heading to the airport now, blogging while an Indian uncle is sitting beside me, with awesome scenery out there. Kinda depressing, this time the feeling is different. Instead of feeling super excited to go home, I feel stressed. Stressed of the releasing result, and to accept the failure. Two weeks of traveling with wwf makes me fresh. An eyes opening journey, we went to London Edinburgh Glasgow and Bath. I m not a good tour guide tho. Gonna put some pictures, after I reached HOME. Hehe. Can't wait. Laksa kolo mee CHa kueh kueh chap :O I m going back to study real hard. More updates coming soon. lastly, i love you all my frenz in Cardiff! You will be missed! Thank you very much :')
Saturday, 8 June 2013
6.8
这几天好像在做梦
恶梦美梦
好像一下子逼自己要学会看开
做一个拿得起放得下的人
不再在意别人怎么看你
因为会累死自己
做好心里准备了
那个也不算什么
还是好汉一条
我不会再埋怨了
因为自己选的路
跪着也要走完
也因为这条路走得不容易
我相信从中得到的会更多
哪怕是冷嘲热讽
哪怕是人生历练
我准备好了
21岁
人生才要开始起航
大风大浪尽管来!
恶梦美梦
好像一下子逼自己要学会看开
做一个拿得起放得下的人
不再在意别人怎么看你
因为会累死自己
做好心里准备了
那个也不算什么
还是好汉一条
我不会再埋怨了
因为自己选的路
跪着也要走完
也因为这条路走得不容易
我相信从中得到的会更多
哪怕是冷嘲热讽
哪怕是人生历练
我准备好了
21岁
人生才要开始起航
大风大浪尽管来!
Tuesday, 4 June 2013
6.4
那些在你最需要他们的时候出现的人,请记住他们一辈子。
those who can see sorrow in ur smile, please cherish them.
耶稣看着他们,说: 在人不能,在神却不然,因为在神凡事都能。
你不会知道这几场考试对我有多重要,你也不能理解我的压力大到什么程度, 理所当然你不会在我身边。
those who can see sorrow in ur smile, please cherish them.
耶稣看着他们,说: 在人不能,在神却不然,因为在神凡事都能。
你不会知道这几场考试对我有多重要,你也不能理解我的压力大到什么程度, 理所当然你不会在我身边。
Sunday, 2 June 2013
Tuesday, 28 May 2013
Sunday, 26 May 2013
5.26
前方是绝路,希望在转角。
Bradley v Carritt: collateral advantages- buy all beers-clog on equity of redemption
Krelinger: commercial mortgage- equal parties at arm's length
我。想。跳。海!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, 23 May 2013
Tuesday, 21 May 2013
5.21
i know i shouldn't have time for blogging but i need someone to talk to. So I talk to my blog. I am so scare. Scare of watching the sunrise sunset in front of me. Time flies but i am so so not prepared for the exams. I can't cope.
try your best will do michelle hoon. Ain't the end of the world.
Jia You doesnt work now.
try your best will do michelle hoon. Ain't the end of the world.
Jia You doesnt work now.
Monday, 20 May 2013
Tuesday, 14 May 2013
Sunday, 12 May 2013
Thursday, 9 May 2013
Monday, 6 May 2013
5.6
TORT EXAM IS NEXT FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WANA GO HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DUCK DUCK DUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, 5 May 2013
5.5
Written by a girl from Kuching, worth spending your few minutes on this ;)
I'm going to say something that most people are not going to like hearing, and I'm saying this because of the huge amount of black on my facebook wall.
Did you, any of you, really think that PR would sweep the elections? Put aside the dirty campaigning, and election tactics, did you really think PR would win?
From what i've seen over social media over the last few months, I thought that PR would win more seats. I believed that there would be a bigger change, I believed that the people would put into action what they were so vocal (online) about. But then I stopped myself and looked at the people in my social circles, the people I interact with online. We are a tiny, tiny middle class online savvy minority. It is because your social circle expected a certain outcome that you did too. But we do not represent the majority, and we don't even interact with them. Do you really expect to predict how they will vote? My father is Sarawakian, and I lived there for many years of my life. I lived in Kuching, but I know that in the interior and rural areas there are so many Malaysians who are not like you, who are not like me. Did I expect them to vote for PR, no. Did I expect them to vote for BN, yes. Why? Because that is all they see, that is what they know, the bribe money that they get means so much to them because they have close to nothing. And it's sad to say that that is the majority that we do not know.
So instead of turning your profile pictures black, if you really believe in change and the party you support, start planning now. Start the campaign to win the hearts of the people outside the urban areas, the people in the heartland. We know what's going on, they don't. Go talk to them.
And Malaysians, get to know the other Malaysia. Don't criticise them for voting the way they feel is right. Speak to them, get to know them, understand their plight, their needs, their wants. Then campaign to them, the urbanites are practically campaigning for you already.
And don't wait until a few months before the elections to campaign. Start now. Start fighting for measures to be put in place for a better electoral system now. Start making those in power more accountable for their actions. Start making your candidates accountable for the promises they made. Stop allowing mudslinging and racism and sexism to flourish in our government. You won't stand for it, make your candidate not stand for it. Make them fight for a proper democracy over the next 5 years. Then we can see a change. It doesn't happen overnight. it doesn't come with one day every five years. And it definitely won't come if you give up.
And make the change in you.
You want our politicians to stop being racist and sexist, then stop doing it yourself.
You want our government to stop being corrupt, then stop corruption in your own life.
You want cleanliness and transparency in our country, live clean, live transparent.
You are one of the atoms that make up Malaysia, don't ask for the changes that you don't live by.
Don't be a hypocrite and ask the people in power to be any different from you.
Take the small victories. No one ever said that the journey would be short or easy.
Did anyone ever think that PR would make inroads into the birthplace of UMNO, Johor? I didn't, but they did.
Did anyone expect 80% of registered voters to turn out to vote? I didn't, but they did.
In 2003, BN won 198 seats.
In 2008, BN won 140 seats.
In 2013, BN won (as of time of posting) 132 seats (with 6 seats uncalled).
So whatever it is, it is still a small victory for PR.
And now the question is what will the numbers be in 2018?
Gandhi took 32 years to fight for independence.
Nelson Mandela was imprisoned for 27 years in the fight to end apartheid.
And we've been trying for what 10 years?
Come on Malaysia, grow up.
Yes, you're sad, but a fight is a fight, it goes on.
Democracy doesn't happen overnight, democracy is a journey.
Just because there are hurdles and obstacles in your way doesn't mean you give up.
You train for the next race.
And maybe that one you'll win.
"Lose the battle, win the war"
'Art of War' - Sun-Tzu
I'm going to say something that most people are not going to like hearing, and I'm saying this because of the huge amount of black on my facebook wall.
Did you, any of you, really think that PR would sweep the elections? Put aside the dirty campaigning, and election tactics, did you really think PR would win?
From what i've seen over social media over the last few months, I thought that PR would win more seats. I believed that there would be a bigger change, I believed that the people would put into action what they were so vocal (online) about. But then I stopped myself and looked at the people in my social circles, the people I interact with online. We are a tiny, tiny middle class online savvy minority. It is because your social circle expected a certain outcome that you did too. But we do not represent the majority, and we don't even interact with them. Do you really expect to predict how they will vote? My father is Sarawakian, and I lived there for many years of my life. I lived in Kuching, but I know that in the interior and rural areas there are so many Malaysians who are not like you, who are not like me. Did I expect them to vote for PR, no. Did I expect them to vote for BN, yes. Why? Because that is all they see, that is what they know, the bribe money that they get means so much to them because they have close to nothing. And it's sad to say that that is the majority that we do not know.
So instead of turning your profile pictures black, if you really believe in change and the party you support, start planning now. Start the campaign to win the hearts of the people outside the urban areas, the people in the heartland. We know what's going on, they don't. Go talk to them.
And Malaysians, get to know the other Malaysia. Don't criticise them for voting the way they feel is right. Speak to them, get to know them, understand their plight, their needs, their wants. Then campaign to them, the urbanites are practically campaigning for you already.
And don't wait until a few months before the elections to campaign. Start now. Start fighting for measures to be put in place for a better electoral system now. Start making those in power more accountable for their actions. Start making your candidates accountable for the promises they made. Stop allowing mudslinging and racism and sexism to flourish in our government. You won't stand for it, make your candidate not stand for it. Make them fight for a proper democracy over the next 5 years. Then we can see a change. It doesn't happen overnight. it doesn't come with one day every five years. And it definitely won't come if you give up.
And make the change in you.
You want our politicians to stop being racist and sexist, then stop doing it yourself.
You want our government to stop being corrupt, then stop corruption in your own life.
You want cleanliness and transparency in our country, live clean, live transparent.
You are one of the atoms that make up Malaysia, don't ask for the changes that you don't live by.
Don't be a hypocrite and ask the people in power to be any different from you.
Take the small victories. No one ever said that the journey would be short or easy.
Did anyone ever think that PR would make inroads into the birthplace of UMNO, Johor? I didn't, but they did.
Did anyone expect 80% of registered voters to turn out to vote? I didn't, but they did.
In 2003, BN won 198 seats.
In 2008, BN won 140 seats.
In 2013, BN won (as of time of posting) 132 seats (with 6 seats uncalled).
So whatever it is, it is still a small victory for PR.
And now the question is what will the numbers be in 2018?
Gandhi took 32 years to fight for independence.
Nelson Mandela was imprisoned for 27 years in the fight to end apartheid.
And we've been trying for what 10 years?
Come on Malaysia, grow up.
Yes, you're sad, but a fight is a fight, it goes on.
Democracy doesn't happen overnight, democracy is a journey.
Just because there are hurdles and obstacles in your way doesn't mean you give up.
You train for the next race.
And maybe that one you'll win.
"Lose the battle, win the war"
'Art of War' - Sun-Tzu
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