Repost from a friend, worth a read-

if you want to be a lawyer, you need to start making up your mind to tell yourself you want to represent people. You want to help people in law. You want to argue for people, not for yourself. You want to be a voice for a client who needs one. Don' t just settle for a job just because it's safe. 

Frankly practicing law is never my first career choice. I am not that kind of person who is passionate about being a lawyer since young or something, in fact not until I graduated with a LLB law degree. Some of you might know that my dream course used to be hotel management, early childhood and mass communication. My interests are kind of too broad yea?  Yet today at this stage, I am still not firm enough with my choice, not passionate enough as I thought I will. Sometime I do ask myself: Life is too short to do something just for a living huh? Are you doing what you love?

I guess the above statement carries some weight to remind me why I choose this pathway in the first place. That's why I strive hard. For now, I will do my best in these 9 months, of course to pass the bloody hell CLP exam (fingers-crossed). And I will take a gap year hopefully. I am 23 years old 2 months later, can you imagine?!

For now, at least I am sure that:
1) I WANT and NEED to pass CLP (despite the ridiculous passing rate)
2) I WANT to work anywhere else beside Malaysia in the future

So yea I will be working on this two goals for now. Do what you love, love what you do is always the priority of life right. You never know what is coming tomorrow, so take some time to think of your life, is YOUR LIFE, and YOU are the one who live it.

P/S: someone once said, 'Confidence is the best attribute in life. And it's the most attractive one' :)

10.14

嗨
在吉隆坡生活也这样过了一个月
习惯了这里的蓝天不蓝
习惯了这里的白云不白
习惯了这里的高楼大厦总被一层烟雾笼罩着的事实
在这里 人们仿佛确确实实的为了生活而生活
这城市
到底对他们来说意味着什么


对我来说
它有了新的定义
这一年
目标定了
方向定了
然而我看到了自己很多很多的不足
所以在这城市必须要不断的进步
不断的努力


我想念英国的一切
但也感恩在这里遇到的一切
每个旅程， 每段故事，
都有自己的刻骨铭心。

10.1

I am exhausted. One of the ridiculous things I have ever done in my life- Moved in my luggage to a new house in the noon and moved them out few hours later from the house. Please La, Ms Hoon yea I know I am INDECISIVE but this ridiculously make me wana slap on myself. Yea I have viewed the house before yet I only discovered that it might be too small to fit in a proper study table TODAY. That's my FAULT, my bad. The reason I chose this house previously is because of the perfect location, despite the fact that single bedroom in KL costs me RM700 excluding utilities. And not to forget, tomorrow I gonna move in to an old dodgy condo, but offers a big size master bedroom,  (RM750 no air-con included, nor wifi). So yea, my oral agreement, hopefully it will be fine, I can't effort to pay for thiss! Geerrrr.


As per wwf, you gotta look for the GOOD in the BAD, the HAPPY in your SAD, the GAIN in your PAIN, and what makes you GRATEFUL not HATEFUL.


So I am grateful today because:
1) I get to stay at a comfy house tonight
2) I have 2 close friends: Shuling and Si Nel that I couldn't ask for more, to accompany me and help me to move house today (and I felt extremely sorry for both of them)  
3) I have wwf yee hui eena gladys and my families them all to share my dilemma, emotional, downhill
4) I had a special nasi lemak kind of thing for dinner (dapao by Shu Ling's dad hehe)


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Dear heavenly father, sometime I really felt that I had enough of it, I can't stand it anymore, can't. But I know you have the best plan for me, and everything happens for a reason. I pray that tomorrow will be a better day, and everything will be sorted out as soon as possible. In Jesus's name I pray, Amen.