11.27

November has came to an end. 

It taught me a lot. 

To cope with failure,

To accept that I am incapable at some point,

To be humble. 

I am a strawberry that couldn't stand for failure,

I felt heartbroken, I cried, I just couldnt accept my fucking failure-s

Guess I've been living way too comfortably for the past few years

But this one month

I fall,

and I picked myself up again. 

I stumbled,

yet I learnt from my mistake. 

Hi,

I am at the cross-road,

once again.

I really hope that I can get a pupillage soon

Pray pray and pray.

I have to work soon

Please, workkkkkkkkkkkkk.

An end. Full stop.

荒唐的是我没有办法遗忘.

11.10

God I look to you, I won't be overwhelmed.

Give me vision, to see things like you do.

God I look to you, you where my help comes from,

Give me wisdom, you know just what to do.