6.27

我不像黄意雯那么好命，有超人处处呵护她， 所以我都自己一个人XP 但是上帝最近派了一个天使给我，让我在这个‘大家都飞回家’的假期里并不孤单。工作累了，回家，会有一个人与你分享，告诉你‘辛苦了’。有啥问题找她，她都会想办法帮你解决，像家人一样。而且还能一起回家,一起回cardiff, 我真的真的真的很感恩。谢谢你，我的学姐+roommate+家人+朋友！

说说我昨天的工作经验，很多很多的日本菜名要记，而且那些寿司，只能够看不能够吃进嘴巴。。痛苦>< 还洗了厕所，不过只是简单的清洁工作。只是我这个好命鬼，在家连妈妈都不舍得让我洗，出门在外终于体验到设么是钱很难赚。除了这些，还有记桌号，弄饮料，好多好多。。不过我都还蛮喜欢目前的这两份工作，只能说，很感恩。

昨晚撑着伞走回家的路上，半个小时，想了很多。开始觉得自己才变得有一丁点独立了，自己跑去试工，自己在乌漆麻黑的街上走半个小时的路回家，自己学着自己一个人。这些都是好的，叫成长。不知道为啥，越投入服务业，越觉得自己当初把它想象得太简单，也许当初没选这条路确实是对的。反而，想念好法律的决心更坚定了。

我目前只希望会接到很多让我去打工的电话，还有祝我亲爱的维芳生日快乐，超级期待跟她和阿慧skype:)

加油。

6.25

Keep reminding myself to share the 1st official waitress experience here, hehe. Basically the environment is much more better than what I have expected. Kinda love it, 凤姐 (taukenio asks me to call her tat), manager (who acts like the manager in情定大饭店 p/s: he drives really fast omg, as in the car was flying==), the colleagues (no matter from china, hong kong or malaysia) and the supper XP. Me enjoy learning how to serve, how to take order (those starter, main dishes...), how to arrange those tables. And.. even being a waitress, confidence is essential, you need to walk confidently, speak confidently, and be yourself confidently, I'm still a nerd tho. FIGHTING

6.23

Heya, two and a half hours later, me, Michelle Hoon Yee gonna start my 1st part time job in Cardiff (after months of searching==). Is a chinese restaurant, ya I'm the waitress, and it takes me half an hour to walk there from my current house, heh. Hope everythings will be alright *finger-crossed*. The salaries is kinda low, but as long as i did find a job at last, cheers! GONNA WORK HARD! :) Dumpling I miss dumpling...

6.17

I wonder why, since exam ended, rarely think of blogging at all. Maybe blog is the place that you can release your pressure, so after all, you won't think of it? Almost finish my packing, and after today i gonna move out from my 3.3.3room. Kinda sad...I love the bathroom, love the kitchen, and my room! haih..oya I'm kinda regret to put my things in storage, coz not many, juz 31/2 boxes? No regret k ah hoon, next time learn to be smart! My stupidness costs me rm 400 this time == ARGHHHH...me nowadays watch 还珠格格,again! 古巨基is soooooooooooooo cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee *melted*

I just wana get myself a job. I can do anything you want me to do, anytime as well! WHY IS IT FREAKING HARD TO FIND A JOB, WHY?! YOU SAID I NEED A CV, OK FINE I WRITE. LATER YOU REQUESTED A COVER LETTER, OK OK FINEEE, I WRITE!! AT LAST YOU INFORMED ME 'unfortunately you are unsucessful in this progress!' WTH ! WHENEVER, is WHENEVER I try to apply a job i face the same situation!  Can't even remember how many jobs I ever apply! What the hell are you doing CAMERON ? sleeping with Najib? FCUK!

6.11

我回来啦。从考完试就一直疯到今天，现在终于有机会宅在家里，对着键盘，抒发抒发。前几天考完试就跑去伦敦，每次去，每次看到那些名牌店，那些高档货，那些吓死人的价钱，我就会被激一下。世界太大，人生只有一次，就是要好好拼。我希望有一天，我可以买给妈妈她喜欢的名牌包。我喜欢有一天，我可以买给爸爸一辆他独爱的那款车。

考试呢，我尽力了，不管成绩有多差，我都真的尽力了。在这里过了九个月也，就像做了一场梦。眨眼就过去了。我的第一年，把大部分的时间都献给了图书馆，第二年想做点别的。想体验大学多姿多彩的生活，对，要做点别的！至于要做啥，三个月后再来打算。

我，真的觉得自己很幸运，在这里的九个月，收获好多好多。朋友一个接一个地回家了，替她们开心。我呢，只希望快点找到一份工作，赚钱！

最后，我爱你们！谢谢你们在我最困难，最需要人陪，最脆弱的时候，毫不吝啬地告诉我，我并不孤单。所以人家说，患难见真情。那些只会在你得意的时候绕在你身边转的人，认清楚。20岁了，是时候学会看懂人心，看懂世界。

6.6

我没有压力啦，你们不用担心拉，我这种活泼开朗的绝种可爱女人，天塌下来当被盖！加油啦！不好意思我今天就是很想脸皮厚 ><

 Dear heavenly father,

God..I wana go home right now, I don't want to study anymore. Here comes only depressed, stressed and lost. Can you bring me home god? Can you show me the path god?

In Jesus's name I pray,
Amen.

6.2

Exam is 3 days later . Don't know why, I'm just not that stressed as before, kinda give up? Time to slap myself.

6.1

曾经 我们心照不宣认定彼此是世界上最好的朋友
曾经 我们答应彼此生活中的每一个感动都要让对方第一个知道
曾经 我们说好不管对方在天涯海角都会在彼此身边守护对方

好像这一切都变得不真实了。你变了？我变了？也许是时间，是距离。

只是想说，你在我心里的位置一直没变。
只是想说，不知道设么时候开始，我习惯了没你的生活。
只是想说，我在这种难熬的时候，又想起你了，

我的好朋友。