6.28

'It is ok to say you have reached your limit.'

Nothing gonna be better than home. Recalled the moment when I reached Kuching Airport: My dad opened his arms widely, hugged me tight. Mum was smiling gorgeously with tears rolling in her eyes. My little brother waived at me calling 'jeh'. 

I'm nervous tonight. I keep refreshing facebook page, keep checking my email. Part of final year results have been released. So ours gonna be next. Perhaps next Monday or before Friday. I just can't hide the fear.

After awhile, I told myself: No matter what, they are still there for you. Even the whole world betrays you, your family won't. I have been treated like a princess this few days. My parents brought me all over those kopitiam, bought me each type of food that I have missed so much, and they even bought me my favourite honeydew this morning. I would not have gone through all these without them, seriously. Grateful sums up all. 

**

Have a great night yesterday. Old frenz make me feel that i m truly back home. Their laughter and jokes bring me back to the good old times, as if I am alive again. Really happy, seriously happy =D Happy until insomnia last night because of excitement of meeting old friends. haha.

Thank God for giving me all these.  

6.27

 

21 岁生日快乐！

亲爱的wee wei, fang er & Xiao fang!

 

祝你所有美梦都成真

祝福你开心每一天

 

离开家两年的我们

似乎习惯了家人不在身边的生活

但是在这么特别的日子难免会想念家人朋友吧

 

谢谢你

出现在我的生命里

让我看到毅力与勇气

 

未来的日子里

记得不管发生什么事

我们都会在你身边

 

*想要跟别人不一样，就要更努力去创*

 

我和阿慧永远爱你！

 

 

 

 

6.23

Hey! A quick post before I leave the UK. Heading to the airport now, blogging while an Indian uncle is sitting beside me, with awesome scenery out there. Kinda depressing, this time the feeling is different. Instead of feeling super excited to go home, I feel stressed. Stressed of the releasing result, and to accept the failure. Two weeks of traveling with wwf makes me fresh. An eyes opening journey, we went to London Edinburgh Glasgow and Bath. I m not a good tour guide tho. Gonna put some pictures, after I reached HOME. Hehe. Can't wait. Laksa kolo mee CHa kueh kueh chap :O I m going back to study real hard. More updates coming soon. lastly, i love you all my frenz in Cardiff! You will be missed! Thank you very much :')

6.8

这几天好像在做梦
恶梦美梦
好像一下子逼自己要学会看开
做一个拿得起放得下的人
不再在意别人怎么看你
因为会累死自己
做好心里准备了
那个也不算什么
还是好汉一条
我不会再埋怨了
因为自己选的路
跪着也要走完
也因为这条路走得不容易
我相信从中得到的会更多
哪怕是冷嘲热讽
哪怕是人生历练
我准备好了
21岁
人生才要开始起航
大风大浪尽管来！

6.4

那些在你最需要他们的时候出现的人，请记住他们一辈子。

those who can see sorrow in ur smile, please cherish them.

耶稣看着他们，说： 在人不能，在神却不然，因为在神凡事都能。

你不会知道这几场考试对我有多重要，你也不能理解我的压力大到什么程度， 理所当然你不会在我身边。

6.2

我要飛，因為我想知道天空有什麼魅力，令人如此嚮往。


我要做一个快乐的人， 不管是多久以前，或者在多久的将来。