I am exhausted. One of the ridiculous things I have ever done in my life- Moved in my luggage to a new house in the noon and moved them out few hours later from the house. Please La, Ms Hoon yea I know I am INDECISIVE but this ridiculously make me wana slap on myself. Yea I have viewed the house before yet I only discovered that it might be too small to fit in a proper study table TODAY. That's my FAULT, my bad. The reason I chose this house previously is because of the perfect location, despite the fact that single bedroom in KL costs me RM700 excluding utilities. And not to forget, tomorrow I gonna move in to an old dodgy condo, but offers a big size master bedroom, (RM750 no air-con included, nor wifi). So yea, my oral agreement, hopefully it will be fine, I can't effort to pay for thiss! Geerrrr.
As per wwf, you gotta look for the GOOD in the BAD, the HAPPY in your SAD, the GAIN in your PAIN, and what makes you GRATEFUL not HATEFUL.
So I am grateful today because:
1) I get to stay at a comfy house tonight
2) I have 2 close friends: Shuling and Si Nel that I couldn't ask for more, to accompany me and help me to move house today (and I felt extremely sorry for both of them)
3) I have wwf yee hui eena gladys and my families them all to share my dilemma, emotional, downhill
4) I had a special nasi lemak kind of thing for dinner (dapao by Shu Ling's dad hehe)
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Dear heavenly father, sometime I really felt that I had enough of it, I can't stand it anymore, can't. But I know you have the best plan for me, and everything happens for a reason. I pray that tomorrow will be a better day, and everything will be sorted out as soon as possible. In Jesus's name I pray, Amen.
Keep the positivity coming! We will be here for you for anything
ReplyDeletei like ur last part, yeap think positively!!
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