2.16

1.52am.

It's the first day of Chinese New Year! I can't sleep because I actually took a nap for an hour in the afternoon. Chinese New Year has been good, except a very close friend of mine went to somewhere which is 13 hours apart from my country, but I have got someone to buzz now whenever I have freaking insomnia ha ha. Apart from the goodbye and see you again, I am very happy for him, from the bottom of my heart :')

And Yea I just made my second bravest decision in my life thus far- to go for working holiday in NZ, myself. So when people heard the news, their reaction would be like- alone?! You sure?!

Yes..I am sure.

I guess I need some time for myself, to take a deep breath, to go to a new place, to embrace a new culture, to grow in the uncertainty and most importantly, to be a better self.

I am the lucky one, to have the support from my loved ones, to have the luxury to make a choice like this, to just quit my job and then leave.

To be frank the thought of going to a new place without knowing anyone can be daunting, but I believe God has his best plan for me. The lessons that I am supposed to learn, the experience that I am supposed to encounter, it'd be an enriching one.

To Michelle, I hope you find yourself along the journey. X